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Monday, October 31, 2005
i need to get those words out of my mouth or i will not be able to take it anymore. sorry mum for making you worry. i will not be like this again. or at least i will try.
Friday, October 28, 2005
i got lots to update!
last sat's night, our pw grp stayed over at clarence's hse. we had lotsa fun. i think all of our pw mates will agree tat we can really click with one another. today at b4 our op rehearsal, clarence mentioned tat he dun dare look at our faces cuz he will start laughing. haha! tat shows how close we are bahs. anyway, we watched the movie, shutter till abt 4am. haha! very late right? the movie was not as scary as i thought. den aft tat, i suggested we watched home run. i rmb i watched tt movie like 3 times le. hahas. ee teng started criticsing the movie cuz we were so familiar with the story tat we had nth better to do. well, i fell aslp at 4 plus on clarence's bed. but was not in deep slp. i was like semi-conscious, felt so weird. i slpt till 10 plus. hahas. in all, i had lots of fun, considering it was my first time staying over. (:
anyway, b4 meeting my pw mates on sat, we met up with huiying. FINALLY! so great to see her. i had to rush off after lunch. so huiying n i left first. we were supposed to take a bus back to do pw. but instead, we decided to slack around. so ended up drinking bubble tea at the bus interchange. as a result, i lied to serkun abt meeting a fren who is kana cancer. im so bad lor. =x serkun tot i was telling the truth although i told him im joking. so sorry! felt so bad when i met them cuz they were so concerned abt me. they tot i cried on the hp. haha! anyway, i talked for quite a long time with huiying. (:
today is the last day of school le. haha! so happy. (: tat means NO MORE LESSONS for the rest of the year. yeahs!!! hahas. this week was a very busy one for me. have been coming back home aft 6pm or 8pm. pw rehearsals have been quite successful except today. i think i did very badly today, esp my Q & A. i jus cldnt understand wat ms ng was asking abt. i was quite irritated over her starting pw so late today lor. we supposed to start at 1.30pm. instead we waited till 3pm for her to arrive. maybe it's not her fault but jus felt so irritated. as a result, i cldnt have tuition with val today. i wanted to talk to her abt lots of stuffs. guess hav to wait till next week le.
well. tml im going for a briefing for a 3 day regional conference. im going to volunteer then at suntec conference centre. (: so fun!
gd luck for all those taking MT on monday. (:
last sat's night, our pw grp stayed over at clarence's hse. we had lotsa fun. i think all of our pw mates will agree tat we can really click with one another. today at b4 our op rehearsal, clarence mentioned tat he dun dare look at our faces cuz he will start laughing. haha! tat shows how close we are bahs. anyway, we watched the movie, shutter till abt 4am. haha! very late right? the movie was not as scary as i thought. den aft tat, i suggested we watched home run. i rmb i watched tt movie like 3 times le. hahas. ee teng started criticsing the movie cuz we were so familiar with the story tat we had nth better to do. well, i fell aslp at 4 plus on clarence's bed. but was not in deep slp. i was like semi-conscious, felt so weird. i slpt till 10 plus. hahas. in all, i had lots of fun, considering it was my first time staying over. (:
anyway, b4 meeting my pw mates on sat, we met up with huiying. FINALLY! so great to see her. i had to rush off after lunch. so huiying n i left first. we were supposed to take a bus back to do pw. but instead, we decided to slack around. so ended up drinking bubble tea at the bus interchange. as a result, i lied to serkun abt meeting a fren who is kana cancer. im so bad lor. =x serkun tot i was telling the truth although i told him im joking. so sorry! felt so bad when i met them cuz they were so concerned abt me. they tot i cried on the hp. haha! anyway, i talked for quite a long time with huiying. (:
today is the last day of school le. haha! so happy. (: tat means NO MORE LESSONS for the rest of the year. yeahs!!! hahas. this week was a very busy one for me. have been coming back home aft 6pm or 8pm. pw rehearsals have been quite successful except today. i think i did very badly today, esp my Q & A. i jus cldnt understand wat ms ng was asking abt. i was quite irritated over her starting pw so late today lor. we supposed to start at 1.30pm. instead we waited till 3pm for her to arrive. maybe it's not her fault but jus felt so irritated. as a result, i cldnt have tuition with val today. i wanted to talk to her abt lots of stuffs. guess hav to wait till next week le.
well. tml im going for a briefing for a 3 day regional conference. im going to volunteer then at suntec conference centre. (: so fun!
gd luck for all those taking MT on monday. (:
Sunday, October 23, 2005
quite long never update le. hehes. anyway, guess where i am now?? im now at clarence's hse. typing this entry in clarence's room. hehes. dun think wai wai. im doing my project work. our project group super on right? burning midnight oil jus to complete our preparation for oral presentation. (:
they super fun n funny lar. keep making me laugh. but now i already quite tired le. jus now tat clarence scare me by telling me tat there's a ghost in his house. tell a super long story. i really tot it's real lar. den started taking out my guai ying card n lucky hongbao, hug a bolster n went out the room to find ah koon. i was drinking milo when someone shouted in my ear frm behind. i was super shocked lar. spilt some milo. LOL. den realise clarence was playing a joke on me. so bad right? hahas.
now, we going to watch a ghost movie, the shutter le. hope i dun be too scared. hahas. i think i will lar. got lots to update le. cuz i met huiying today!!! yeah. nxt time den update bah.
good nites! (:
they super fun n funny lar. keep making me laugh. but now i already quite tired le. jus now tat clarence scare me by telling me tat there's a ghost in his house. tell a super long story. i really tot it's real lar. den started taking out my guai ying card n lucky hongbao, hug a bolster n went out the room to find ah koon. i was drinking milo when someone shouted in my ear frm behind. i was super shocked lar. spilt some milo. LOL. den realise clarence was playing a joke on me. so bad right? hahas.
now, we going to watch a ghost movie, the shutter le. hope i dun be too scared. hahas. i think i will lar. got lots to update le. cuz i met huiying today!!! yeah. nxt time den update bah.
good nites! (:
Thursday, October 20, 2005
results were out on monday. ermms. quite disappointed for almost every subj bahs. only subj i improved tremendously is maths. (: i have gotten over the trauma of receiving back my results. sucks big time lar. but still, it's over le. jus glad i can promote. (:
anyways. these few day i have been busy. was super tired today. cant stay awake in all the lectures. have been bogged down by so many fan dao. i duno if im thinking too much or there are too many issues yet to be settled. seems like there are new probs every day n i cant seem to solve them.
one day, i will not be able to take it le. i will jus scream back at u. jus dun let me do tat. i dun wish to lose my temper. haii.
n i hope i dun fall too deep. plsss. dun let me fall too deep into it.
im super tired. very very tired. i miss my bed. n my bed misses me too! (:
anyways. these few day i have been busy. was super tired today. cant stay awake in all the lectures. have been bogged down by so many fan dao. i duno if im thinking too much or there are too many issues yet to be settled. seems like there are new probs every day n i cant seem to solve them.
one day, i will not be able to take it le. i will jus scream back at u. jus dun let me do tat. i dun wish to lose my temper. haii.
n i hope i dun fall too deep. plsss. dun let me fall too deep into it.
im super tired. very very tired. i miss my bed. n my bed misses me too! (:
Friday, October 14, 2005
im very exhausted now. my body is on the verge of a breakdown. i duno why i feel so tired. maybe it's all the worrying of exams n my cca tat are affecting me. i feel so tired tat i dun feel like talking to anybody right now.
today went to the lions befriender home at ang mo kio n played bowling with the old folks. it was fun but tiring too. we have to keep bending down to pick up the pins. imagine i was sweating in an air-conditioned room. hahas. den i went back sch to print some interact photos. the stupid idiotic comp in the library made me n zy waited for more than half an hour to print 2 photos. heng my level of tolerance quite high or else i wld duno do wat to the comp. hahas.
sorry guys. i wun be joining u all tml at east coast. although i wld wan to play hard b4 the dooms day on monday, i think i need some rest n time for myself.
today went to the lions befriender home at ang mo kio n played bowling with the old folks. it was fun but tiring too. we have to keep bending down to pick up the pins. imagine i was sweating in an air-conditioned room. hahas. den i went back sch to print some interact photos. the stupid idiotic comp in the library made me n zy waited for more than half an hour to print 2 photos. heng my level of tolerance quite high or else i wld duno do wat to the comp. hahas.
sorry guys. i wun be joining u all tml at east coast. although i wld wan to play hard b4 the dooms day on monday, i think i need some rest n time for myself.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
it's the first time in months tat i cried so much. till now, my eyes still hurt. i didnt wan to cry de. i told myself no matter wad, i cant cry in front of my classmates. but still, i cldnt contain my disappointment. i didnt wan to get an E for chem. i was praying so hard tat i wld get more than an E, although i knew i wld do badly. i jus didnt understand why even thou i studied so hard, i still cant do score better. i dropped a subject, hoping i can concentrate n do better in my other subjects. but instead i did worse. haii. so utterly disappointed in myself.
i ran so hard. i pushed myself to my limits. but i fell. hard on my face. i cried. i lost. but still, i will get up on my feet. i will still complete my run.
i will be alright. i wont commit suicide over such sucky resuls. it's just not worth it. thanks to those who consoled n kai dao me. those words u guys said were so impt to me. i will clear up my doubts during the hols. i willl work hard. (:
these few days quite busy with pw, open hse n tuition. next week gonna get worse. arhhhhhh. every day is packed with activites. i need a breather!!!
n i misplaced a DVD given by a teacher. i need it by tml n i still cant find it. im like super down in luck these few days. =(
i ran so hard. i pushed myself to my limits. but i fell. hard on my face. i cried. i lost. but still, i will get up on my feet. i will still complete my run.
i will be alright. i wont commit suicide over such sucky resuls. it's just not worth it. thanks to those who consoled n kai dao me. those words u guys said were so impt to me. i will clear up my doubts during the hols. i willl work hard. (:
these few days quite busy with pw, open hse n tuition. next week gonna get worse. arhhhhhh. every day is packed with activites. i need a breather!!!
n i misplaced a DVD given by a teacher. i need it by tml n i still cant find it. im like super down in luck these few days. =(
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
100th entry!!!
this is my 100th entry of my blogging. hahas. i rmb i only started blogging under the influence of my class n all my frens were addicted to blogs.
anyway. today got back our mother tongue paper. we were supposed to get back our results on monday. so was quite shocked tat we were receiving back our MT papers. it was worse than my midyear. but heng after adding a few marks, i managed to pass. heng my midyear grades help pull up my results. but still kinda disappointed bahs cuz i know my other subjs gone case le.
tml will be getting back chemistry paper. heard tat everybody passed with at least an E grade. im super happie tat everybdy passed. but hope i can at least get an A level pass bahs.
i will be going for to genting during dec hols. :) first time going with my relatives n ah gong. haha! so im really looking forward to the trip.
today is weds. 2 more days n the j2s wont be around. hope all my seniors can enjoy ur last 2 days in aj bahs. (:
this is my 100th entry of my blogging. hahas. i rmb i only started blogging under the influence of my class n all my frens were addicted to blogs.
anyway. today got back our mother tongue paper. we were supposed to get back our results on monday. so was quite shocked tat we were receiving back our MT papers. it was worse than my midyear. but heng after adding a few marks, i managed to pass. heng my midyear grades help pull up my results. but still kinda disappointed bahs cuz i know my other subjs gone case le.
tml will be getting back chemistry paper. heard tat everybody passed with at least an E grade. im super happie tat everybdy passed. but hope i can at least get an A level pass bahs.
i will be going for to genting during dec hols. :) first time going with my relatives n ah gong. haha! so im really looking forward to the trip.
today is weds. 2 more days n the j2s wont be around. hope all my seniors can enjoy ur last 2 days in aj bahs. (:
Sunday, October 09, 2005
i guess im jus very disappointed in this person. very very disappointed. i duno how to tell u. i jus dun dare.
anyways. i've been thinking a lot these few days again. it's always after the exams when i have so much time to think.
well, i dun wan to hurt u again. tats why im afraid to see u. i always think more than twice whenever i msg u. i dun wan to get myself hurt too. maybe im selfish. im really sorry. it's jus hard for me to fully trust anybody again anymore. i have been down too long n i finally got back up again. i dun wish to fall n get hurt again. n i have hurt u more than once already. i dun wish to give u false hopes again n again. when i prepared enough, i will then see u bahs. im really really sorry.
24/05 peeps, all the best for ur last paper tml. YOU CAN DO IT! hope to see u guys tml. (:
anyways. i've been thinking a lot these few days again. it's always after the exams when i have so much time to think.
well, i dun wan to hurt u again. tats why im afraid to see u. i always think more than twice whenever i msg u. i dun wan to get myself hurt too. maybe im selfish. im really sorry. it's jus hard for me to fully trust anybody again anymore. i have been down too long n i finally got back up again. i dun wish to fall n get hurt again. n i have hurt u more than once already. i dun wish to give u false hopes again n again. when i prepared enough, i will then see u bahs. im really really sorry.
24/05 peeps, all the best for ur last paper tml. YOU CAN DO IT! hope to see u guys tml. (:
Friday, October 07, 2005
PROMOS ARE OVER!
im kinda lagged. cuz actually exams are over yesterday. there's only one word to describe the exams - sucky- damn- atrocious. i was not even happie tat the exams are over cuz im already dreading the day when we get back those results. arghs. maths was not as bad as my mid-year but i still left some blanks. chemistry was bad. left duno how many blanks. there was not enough time to finish the paper. i even forgot the some ionic equilibrium equations. so idiotic lar. was cursing to myself when i tried to force to remember those equations. physics was really really really bad. simply atrocious. aft chemisty i was praying that my physics wld help me but i guess i will not. i had time for physics. i jus cant do. either the questions are too difficult or my mind was not functioning properly. i cant even take distance divide by speed lar. so idiotic rite? maybe i shud go back to secondary school. hahas. very disappointed with myself bahs. study so hard still end up liddat. it's my first time i studied so hard. so hard tat all my pimples keep popping all over my face. =x
but still it's all over. (: okays. life still goes on. now got so much time on my hands. hahas. went out with sharon kry n mei last night. had great time at kbox again. i think my frens think im les. hahas. cuz i keep going crazy. hahas. but sharon krystal, dun worry im perfectly straight kaes. all my jokes are jus jokes. whenever im with u all, i jus go crazy lar. i duno why too. tats why i feel so comfortable with u. cuz only u all can tolerate my crazy nonsense. hahas.
today, i went to cut hair with my ma n mei. cut till quite short bah. hahas. n i found out tat dove shampoo is not tat good afterall. cuz my hairstylist told me tat the shampoo will make ur scalp very oily den ur hair will start dropping. tat explains why my hair keeps dropping tat im so afraid i will go bald. hahas. so she convinced my ma to buy L' Oreal shampoo. ya. but this differs case by case ba. hope i dun kana sued by dove or sth. hahas.
wells. now i got lots of CIP activities line up. hahas. i like doing such things. n meeting new pple too. hopefully i can find a job too bahs. (:
btw. channel U 7.30pm - wang zi bian qing wai is superb. very nice. pls watch tat. so cute n funny. i love junhao. =x
im kinda lagged. cuz actually exams are over yesterday. there's only one word to describe the exams - sucky- damn- atrocious. i was not even happie tat the exams are over cuz im already dreading the day when we get back those results. arghs. maths was not as bad as my mid-year but i still left some blanks. chemistry was bad. left duno how many blanks. there was not enough time to finish the paper. i even forgot the some ionic equilibrium equations. so idiotic lar. was cursing to myself when i tried to force to remember those equations. physics was really really really bad. simply atrocious. aft chemisty i was praying that my physics wld help me but i guess i will not. i had time for physics. i jus cant do. either the questions are too difficult or my mind was not functioning properly. i cant even take distance divide by speed lar. so idiotic rite? maybe i shud go back to secondary school. hahas. very disappointed with myself bahs. study so hard still end up liddat. it's my first time i studied so hard. so hard tat all my pimples keep popping all over my face. =x
but still it's all over. (: okays. life still goes on. now got so much time on my hands. hahas. went out with sharon kry n mei last night. had great time at kbox again. i think my frens think im les. hahas. cuz i keep going crazy. hahas. but sharon krystal, dun worry im perfectly straight kaes. all my jokes are jus jokes. whenever im with u all, i jus go crazy lar. i duno why too. tats why i feel so comfortable with u. cuz only u all can tolerate my crazy nonsense. hahas.
today, i went to cut hair with my ma n mei. cut till quite short bah. hahas. n i found out tat dove shampoo is not tat good afterall. cuz my hairstylist told me tat the shampoo will make ur scalp very oily den ur hair will start dropping. tat explains why my hair keeps dropping tat im so afraid i will go bald. hahas. so she convinced my ma to buy L' Oreal shampoo. ya. but this differs case by case ba. hope i dun kana sued by dove or sth. hahas.
wells. now i got lots of CIP activities line up. hahas. i like doing such things. n meeting new pple too. hopefully i can find a job too bahs. (:
btw. channel U 7.30pm - wang zi bian qing wai is superb. very nice. pls watch tat. so cute n funny. i love junhao. =x
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